you may have seen the first thing i wrote here. anyway ive just come back to rewrite it now that ive calmed down and less upset about things. im not going to come back onto this blog. i have however created a new blog but im hesitant to give it out because i want a new start. i literally just want a tumblr to talk about things i love. im sick of having panic attacks over things people say and watching people be absolutely disgusting to each other. i think what mainly caused my "tumblr experience" to be that way was because i was originally a 1d blog so most of the people i followed were or had also originally been 1d blogs. im happy with this decision i already love my new blog im not going to lie and say ill miss you all, but there are some people i'll miss. goodbye.